Tell me

I often wonder if there's anything left of my former self. Am I still here? Do I still exist?
What ever happened to my dreams of Chicago, and how long has it been since I've been there. And I mean really there, not just half-way there. How can I make the pain I'm feeling go away? I had hoped that all of this would pass, but it keeps coming back. Sometimes I think I may be heading in the wrong direction. And that direction happens to be away from some of my dreams. Is that what I wanted all along? I don't think so.

Pain and Happiness

I've had a pain in my neck for over a week now. Literally, my neck. It hurts.
It's right at the base of my skull and I'm hoping that it goes away soon.
On a better note, Phil and I picked a barn to get married in. That's right, a barn.
Time for the honky tonk and shotguns, I'm getting married. In a barn.
So yes, pain can come with happiness.